Jumped

My heart was broken so badly that I jumped at the opportunity to fill the whole where my heart once set.
I jumped at the opportunity to give my love to another.
I jumped to dull the pain previously left.
Blind and deaf I dumped into a cicle of deception, and lust, manifesting my feelings for one onto the other.
I jumped into an illusion, into a lake of shallow feelings, for both of us were rebound and doomed for destruction.
I jumped in so deep it is hard to tell which love I mourn for. I'm drowning with feelings yet, I know not why I cry, or whom I cry for. Rejection and loneliness got the best of my heart and I jumped; I jumped to the death of my soul...